My name's Stephanie
16 years old | I love writing.
One day I want to work at a magazine company maybe.
I think Im really fucking funny.
Formspring
- Dear person I’m jealous of
- Dear person I had a crush on.
(Source: prettyletd0wn, via just--crash-falldown)
(Source: briee, via just--crash-falldown)
(Source: be-the-reason-for-my-smile, via lostatsea-anchored)
all I want is for this little guy up there to get to my house already, a box of puffs lotion coated tissues.. and for my boyfriend to apologize. That’s it and I’ll be happy.
(Source: weheartit.com, via believe-in-yourselff)
Thankyou! I’ll definitely try my hardest to.. this is around the time of year that i start writing a lot anyways so there will definitely be more stuff going on here :)
(Source: onedirection-seducedme, via catimakittyyycat)
tonight in a dream I was
slowly
sinking
so far
down
past the ticking clock with an inexplicable pattern of wrong and right
of day or night, which one may it be because im
falling
down
a black
hole of
darkness
with no sense of direction of down[up] and up[down] and the walls,
they’re caving in and out and breathing, mocking me and
pulling and tugging at me and my arms and
this isnt what i thought it would be.
Not at all. Not like I planned it. Not like i said it. Not like I meant it.
No. Not at all.
It’s time to wake up and realize
tomorrow.
some time
maybe
get up
need to
I
why is it that everytime the cold air comes
it brings in a sadness, one that can’t be pulled from the roots
one that seems to make no sense at all, but sounds perfectly clear
i hope you landed in heaven, in the cloud of perfect moments
for a life time, but i’ll never know, i always wonder
do you go to heaven if you kill yourself?
if you take the most precious gift God gives, are you judged
on your actions or by who you really are?
Will God see past the reckless abandonment of his creation
or will you be hurled down into a fiery pit to live with eternal damnation?
I’d rather never find out.
-Written by: Stephanie Koundry
